oh my god i am clutching my stomach in vain

fuck going to school tomorrow
SHIT ROME TEST

damn it
fuck fuck fuck fuckels

i hate rome
i do love drawing myself swimming, though

MEME TIME because i need to distract myself from all of the emo music i'm listening to
it's not even true emo
depressing film scores for the win!

001. Name → Sarah
002. Nickname(s) → Mellow, Dr. Zaius, doggys, doggys235, communistdan, the modren man, mustard
003. Status → single BUT HOPEFUL
004. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → ...north point(e? can't remember) and HKIS YAY FOR FOREIGNERS
007. Middle School → VMA what a fun place to be. all the teachers yell at you and make you feel like you're never going to succeed in life. they also accuse certain people of cheating.
008. High School → SAME AS ABOVE and i'm loving it
fuck you mr. oldfield. mrs. fitz teaches circles around you.
010. Hair color → dark brown
011. Long Tall or Short → tallllll
012. Loud or Quiet → i wish i was quieter but i tend to ramble
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans of course
014. Phone or Camera → phone unless i'm feeling artsy. IT HAS INTERNET. AND MSN! if it was bigger i would not longer need a laptop
015. Health freak → when it comes to hygiene, hell yes. food is iffy
016. Drink or Smoke? SCOTCH TASTES DELICIOUS but i've only had it once! father let me have a sip. other than that, i find it icky
017. Do you have a crush on someone? perhaps
018. Eating or Drinking → i prefer eating because then i don't have an empty feeling
019. Piercings? → my ears forever ago
021. Name best friends? ...LOTS BUT IF I NAME THEM AND THEY'RE LIKE hell no AND THE ONES I DON'T NAME ARE LIKE fuck you THEN I'LL GO INSANE
so yeah
lots

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ears ):
024. First best friend → hannah. my total bestie until she became a party child and started drinking, doing drugs, and having sex. she's younger than me. a sophomore at age 14 and confessed to me that she got together with a boy "the day after he stopped having sex with his ex"
quality girl
025. First award → PANTHER PRIDE FOSHIZZLE
026. First crush → taylor or something
027. First pet → i don't remember cincy that much BUT SINGA WAS THE FIRST TRUE PET I HAD
028. First big vacation → ....America
I was born in Singapore so i went to america for like 5 days to get my citizenship. i was a couple days old or something
030. First big birthday → ....i can't remember

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → NOTHING
050. Drinking → some delicious diet orange soda
052. I'm about to → start the delicious Eastern Promises soundtrack
053. Listening to → OH MY GOD IT'S SO ARTSY AND EUROPEAN
054. Plans for today → history history history
055. ...hi there

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → sure
059. Want to get married? YES indeedy
061. Any ideas of who you want to marry? → ...someone i meet at college?
062. Could you see yourself with someone you know now → PEOPLE SAY YES but i'm not sure
063. Plans for the future (being with someone) → sure

HAVE YOU EVER:
081. Ran away from home → contemplated it but i was an angsty child
084. Broken someone's heart → don't think so
085. Been arrested → NOT ME
087. Cried when someone died → multiple times
088. Been in love → maybe?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → usually not. YAY FOR LOW SELF ESTEEMS i hate saying that out loud. i feel like i'm fishing for compliments. shutting up now
091. Love at first sight → ...not really
092. Heaven → ........
093. Santa Claus → I CRIED WHEN I FOUND OUT IT WASN'T TRUE my childhood died
094. Sex on the first date → WHORES
095. Kiss on the first date → why not?
096. Going out with someone more then once → .....maybe?
The Kamina who believes in you? → I STOLE THIS FROM SO I'M HAPPY TO ANSWER IT
with a big hell yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yuppers
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → actually, yes!
099. Do you believe in God → -SRS TALK- I don't honestly know sometimes. I try to contemplate why a benevolent and merciful God would let innocent people suffer, and I get the same bullshit response "IT'S HIS WILL." Why would someone as loving as God will such horrible things? Also, if Jesus claims to be so loving, why does he supposedly hate people that are different (homosexuality, different races, etc.)? Why does he love people who discriminate so hatefully, yet hate those that are discriminated against?

100. Please post this as 100 Truths and tag all your friends. Let them comment on your answers.
DO IT, BITCHES